chris

I haven’t had time for myself nowadays. Just pool and module selection/bidding.

It’s funny. I haven’t started schooling and I’m already stressed out selecting the modules. I lost confidence in writing but now I’m left with modules that just require a lot of writing. Other modules that I have exam dates that clash with the current allocated modules (which I don’t plan to drop). Argh. Module bidding… “Now that they give you a choice of choosing, you complain.”

Well, I’m just frustrated. It’s tough selecting a range of modules that I have confidence in ace-ing. I have to get A for everything, it’s a must. So I’m just afraid that if I make the wrong choice in selection, I’ll crush my morale and confidence for the rest of my university life. Sigh.

In a way, I feel like I’m putting a lot of unwanted pressure on myself. But then again, it’s just the way I want it to be. And I have to get used to it, and live with it at least throughout uni. Bah. If I have to, I have to stop pool… Though that probably wouldn’t work out because I need distractions, it’s just the way I study.

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